When you start something new, how do you know where you're going to end up? Most of the time, you don't — you stumble around for awhile, exploring uncertainly until, slowly, things start to make sense. That messy journey is all part of the process. Designer Damien Newman and I have teamed up with Cotton Bureau to make some t-shirts featuring his Design Squiggle that illustrate this untidy pattern of creativity. The Process Tee is available in two varieties — light design on dark fabric and dark design on light fabric — and 50% of the profits will be donated to a charitable organization (more on that below).

Newman originally came up with the Design Squiggle (aka The Process of Design Squiggle) more than 20 years ago to explain how design worked to some of his clients. Here's his description:

The Design Squiggle is a simple illustration of the design process. The journey of researching, uncovering insights, generating creative concepts, iteration of prototypes and eventually concluding in one single designed solution. It is intended to convey the feeling of the journey. Beginning on the left with mess and uncertainty and ending on the right in a single point of focus: the design.

Although it originated in the design world, the Squiggle is handy for understanding or describing the process of many different creative endeavors. If you asked a chef, a scientist, a writer, a programmer, or an artist to describe how they got from their starting point to an end result, I think it would look a lot like the Squiggle. So what's this shirt about? The Process of Design. The Process of Writing. Cooking. Art-making. Science. Learning a New Skill. Creativity. The Messy Process of Becoming a Better Human.

The Process Tee is short-sleeved and available in unisex, fitted, and youth sizes in several light (white, heather white, heather gray, banana, banana cream, pink, gold) and dark colors (black, royal blue, red, green, purple, orange) with sizes ranging from S to 5X, which I hope will work for almost everyone. I ordered a few test shirts to figure out the sizing and placement of the Squiggle and I think they turned out really well: sharp, simple, and even a little enigmatic.

50% of the profits from these tees will be donated to the National Network of Abortion Funds. Access to safe, legal abortion is essential health care and we're supporting the NNAF in their mission to work towards a world "where all reproductive options, including abortion, are valued and free of coercion".

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Hey folks, a quick word. Newsletter. I've revamped it in recent weeks and now it's a digest of posts and Quick Links from the site, delivered to your inbox twice a week on Tuesday and Friday. It's free and you can subscribe here.

[Brief newsletter colophon interlude because I know people will be curious: I recently moved the newsletter from Mailchimp because it was too expensive, kinda janky for media-ish newsletters, and also they are owned by Intuit now. 👎 I switched to Sendy, which is a locally installed program that sends mail through Amazon's SES.

If you're looking for a new home for your newsletter, Sendy might not be a good choice if you don't want to install software on a server, but I have heard great things about Buttondown and good things about beehiiv. Try to avoid Substack.]

Second thing, two words: Gift links. Online content is increasingly paywalled and even though kottke.org doesn't have a paywall (thanks to a generous membership for keeping it free and open for everyone!), I do link to things on sites that are paywalled. I wish I didn't need to, but that's how many media companies have chosen to pay quality writers, editors, artists, and photographers to produce excellent work these days. It can be easy to get around some of these paywalls — by opening a link in private browsing mode, deleting the site's cookies, or using a site like 12ft, archive.org, or archive.is — but it's a pain in the ass and doesn't work in all cases. While I cannot promise no paywalled links, I have been making a greater effort lately to use gift links when featuring stuff from the likes of the NY Times & Washington Post and finding alternate sources for news items — the AP, Reuters, The Guardian, NPR, The Verge, Vox, Ars Technica, and several other media sites all publish quality content without paywalls and I am happy to link to them more often in appreciation. (And if I do use a paywalled link and you've got a gift link to spare, send it along and I'll replace it. Thx!)

Lastly, three words: Ask Me Anything. I know it's been awhile since I've answered any of the AMA questions, but I haven't forgotten about it and will get back to it soon.

P.S., four words: new thing coming soon. I love to underpromise and overdeliver so I generally don't tease things, but I have been beavering away on something new for the site for a few weeks now. The first iteration is getting close to the finish line and hopefully I'll be able to launch it towards the end of the month or in the first part of September. It's been fun to see it come together and I'm eager/anxious to see if it works once it's out there. But that's all you get for now. ✌️🤐

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Father's Day here in the US is coming up in about 3 weeks (June 18) and I thought I'd throw together a list of gift ideas for the occasion. I used to do December holiday gift guides and really enjoyed the process, so this is me dipping my toe back into the gift guide water after a three-year absence.

Note: if you're shopping for a fishing/hunting/golfing dad, this list might not be that useful. Read on if your dad is a tech/design/culture dork like me — this is all stuff I wouldn't mind getting or already own myself.

The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom for Nintendo Switch. This game has gotten such good reviews that the only thing holding me back from getting it is the knowledge that I have other things in my life that I cannot completely neglect for the next three weeks.

Ernest Wright Turton Kitchen Scissors. I've featured products from this English scissor company for years — the first time was almost 9 years ago. These suckers aren't cheap and they're backordered (so won't arrive in time for Father's Day), but they're handmade and a pleasure to cut with. You could also try the Kutrite (pictured above), although that one is so backordered that there's now a ticketed reservation system in place.

Apple AirPods Pro (2nd Generation). Great noise-cancelling earbuds that are a true step up from the 1st gen ones. And somehow, Amazon is selling them for 20% less than what you would pay at the Apple Store. 🤷‍♂️👍

Tidbyt. This is a simple retro-style display device that can show you the time, weather, news, sports scores, etc. and fits on your bedside table or kitchen counter. You can even make your own apps for it. Tidbyt is connected to the internet to get data, but there's no speaker, AI, or microphone, so you don't have to worry about it eavesdropping on you or organizing your appliances into open rebellion.

Darn Tough Hiking Socks. These are made right here in Vermont and they are great socks — I have several pair for hiking and skiing. Check out their website for many more options.

The Wager: A Tale of Shipwreck, Mutiny and Murder by David Grann. This is a total dad book and a damn good read to boot. Other dad books: The Warmth of Other Suns: The Epic Story of America's Great Migration, Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Tomorrow, and Half American: The Epic Story of African Americans Fighting World War II at Home and Abroad.

Ember Travel Mug 2. I can't tell if this is idiotic or genius, so I'll let you decide: a travel mug with a programmable temperature feature, a pairable app, and if you lose it, you can locate it with Apple's Find My feature. For the right person, I bet this is the perfect gift.

Xi'an Famous Foods Hand-Pulled Noodles Meal Kits. When I learned that one of my favorite places to eat in NYC shipped meal kits around the country, I was excited but also a little wary. Would the food taste like it does in the restaurant? Thankfully the answer is a resounding yes...my family and everyone I've ever recommended this to loves it. My personal favorite is the Mt. Qi Pork Hand-Ripped Noodles.

Vintage Baseball Cards. If your dad watched baseball or collected baseball cards as a kid, a cool thing to get them is a little nostalgia bomb in the form of some unopened packs of cards from whenever they were 8-16 years old (give or take). For me, that was the mid-to-late 80s. They aren't that expensive and will be worth every penny to see the look on their face when they open them and attempt to chew the extremely stale gum within.

Ice.Made.Clear. When making cocktails at home, I'm a fan of the big ice cube. This ice maker ups the game in a major way: big cubes that are perfectly clear like you get at the fancy cocktail bar where the staff refer to themselves as mixologists. If you don't want to splurge on this one, try this cheaper one.

Ooni Fyra 12 Wood Pellet Pizza Oven. Everyone I know that has an Ooni pizza oven uses it to churn out restaurant-quality pies and loves it. This model is portable, uses hardwood pellets, and can cook a pizza in just 60 seconds at 950°F.

Moyu RS3M 2021 MagLev 3x3 Magnetic Speed Cube. A maglev Rubik's Cube? Yeah, this 3x3 cube has strong magnets in it to cut down on friction and noise while you're solving. This is perhaps overkill but for $13, why not? Besides, it might inspire them to bring that solving time down from 10 minutes...

Hokusai – The Great Wave Lego Set. The Lego version of the Hokusai's iconic woodblock print in one of several kits by the company geared towards adults. Here are some others to choose from: a bonsai tree, the Apollo 11 Lunar Lander, the Nintendo Entertainment System, a typewriter, and Andy Warhol's Marilyn Monroe.

Ambient Weather WS-1965 WiFi Weather Station. Just set up this personal weather station somewhere outside your house and you can measure the very local weather conditions, including temperature, barometric pressure, precipitation, humidity, wind speed & direction, and more. It connects to the internet so you can do some cool things with your data, including letting others access your hyperlocal weather via Weather Underground and other services.

Keap Wood Cabin Candle. I have this candle and love it — it smells great and lasts months and months if you don't overdo it. A very sensible splurge.

Kindle Paperwhite. Overall, this is still the best ereader out there...I'm on my third model. The Paperwhite holds thousands of books, goes several weeks between charges, and is waterproof for beach/tub reading. And you can use Libby to check books out from your local library right to your device.

Art from 20x200. My favorite online art shop, run by my pal Jen Bekman. Here are some things to get you started: Hilma af Klint, letterpress print of Albrecht Dürer's pillow drawings, Book Lovers Never Go to Bed Alone poster, Jason Polan's Zoo Baggu, and Harold Fisk's meander maps of the Mississippi River.

Cocktail Smoker Kit. I thought cocktail & food smoking required a large glass dome and some other fussy apparatus, but this tiny fire that sits on top of a glass looks pretty simple. I want to try this!

Babish Carbon Steel Flat Bottom Wok. Did you know that Binging With Babish has a line of cookware? I didn't either until I bought this wok last year. I was trying to follow Kenji's advice on wok-buying (14-inch, flat-bottom, carbon steel, thick gauge but not too thick) and his usual (and cheaper) choice was sold out, so I went with the Babish one and I really like using it.

Apollo Remastered: The Ultimate Photographic Record by Andy Saunders. This coffee table book contains hundreds of images from the Apollo program, recently rescanned and remastered from the original photographic film that rarely leaves a frozen vault at NASA. I haven't seen this book in person but it sounds amazing.

Amazon Gift Card. Let's destigmatize the gift card: there is no shame in not knowing what to get someone for a gift, even if you know them really well. This is actually the gift of getting someone exactly what they want, even if it's something practical & lame like razor blade refills, HDMI adapters, or laundry detergent.

That was fun — I've genuinely missed doing this. But I have too many things in my shopping cart now... 🫠 I hope you find this useful and that everyone has a good Father's Day.

P.S. If you need even more ideas, I used the following gift guides in compiling this one: Wired, >NY Times (one, two), The Verge, GQ, The Strategist (one, two, three), My Modern Met, Kitchn (one, two), The Spruce, and BuzzFeed.

When you buy through links on kottke.org, I may earn an affiliate commission. Thanks for supporting the site!

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Hey, I just wanted to pop in with some reminders and a couple of new things. As I outlined in a post last month, 2023 has been busy around here:

The site celebrated its 25th anniversary last month. I built and launched a micro-site for the Kottke Ask Me Anything & spent a couple of sessions answering reader questions. I went on The Talk Show to discuss the early days of blogging with John Gruber and put some cool t-shirts out into the world. It's been fun to continue to build up a presence for kottke.org over on Mastodon. I rejiggered the Quick Links infrastructure (which has made it easier/faster for me to post them) and have been working on a couple of behind-the-scenes projects that will hopefully streamline & shore up things around here. Oh, and I also kept up the regular stream of posts and links you know and love. *phew*

And the hits keep on coming. In the last two weeks, I've added two additional ways to keep up with kottke.org: on Tumblr and Bluesky (web). My Tumblr posting bot stopped working a couple of years ago, so it was good to get that going again. So as of now, there are seven ways to read/follow the activity at kottke.org: on the website, full-text RSS, Mastodon, Facebook, Twitter (until they kick me off they kicked me off!), Bluesky, Tumblr, and Threads (kinda/sorta). And I'm adding one more (big one) to the mix, hopefully sometime in the next week, so look for that. (Also up next: focusing on some UI/UX stuff...) Oh, and regarding the social accounts, I'm only active on Mastodon and, for now, Bluesky...if you reply to stuff on Twitter or FB, I probably won't even see it and won't respond.

Last thing. I'm going to bug you one more time and then shut up about it for awhile: If you're not already a member (or are a former member) and you've been liking what's been going on here in recent months after my return from sabbatical and can manage it, please consider supporting the site by purchasing a membership. Everything I do here, including making it easy for readers to find the site wherever they choose to read web content, is only possible because of the financial support of members. Thank you so much for the support! ✌️

• kottke.org

It's been a hectic few weeks here at Kottke HQ — lots going on personally/familially but I've also been pretty focused on the website. The site celebrated its 25th anniversary last month. I built and launched a micro-site for the Kottke Ask Me Anything & spent a couple of sessions answering reader questions. I went on The Talk Show to discuss the early days of blogging with John Gruber and put some cool t-shirts out into the world. It's been fun to continue to build up a presence for kottke.org over on Mastodon. I rejiggered the Quick Links infrastructure (which has made it easier/faster for me to post them) and have been working on a couple of behind-the-scenes projects that will hopefully streamline & shore up things around here. Oh, and I also kept up the regular stream of posts and links you know and love. *phew*

Once again, I'd like to thank kottke.org members for supporting all of this activity on the site, with relatively few membership solicitations like this one, very minimal advertising, no popup newsletter sign-up forms, a full-text RSS feed w/ no ads, and open for everyone to read. As I wrote last month:

Perhaps nearest and dearest to my heart, member support keeps the site free, open, and available to everyone on an internet that is increasingly paywalled. It's not difficult to imagine an alt-universe kottke.org with ads crammed into every bit of whitespace, email collection forms popping up on every visit, and half the site behind a members-only paywall. No shade to those who have gone that route to keep things running - I'd probably make more money with members-only content on Substack or whatever and that pull is tempting. But seriously, I love you folks so much for collectively keeping all of kottke.org on the open web. Thank you.

If you're not already a member (or are a former member) and you've been liking what's been going on here in recent months after my return from sabbatical and can manage it, please consider supporting the site by purchasing a membership. Thanks for reading!

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Hey folks, just a short note to say that I'm dropping in to answer some more questions over on the Kottke AMA site this afternoon, so head on over there to check out what's new or read through some previous questions if you missed it a couple of weeks ago.

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Just a quick reminder that I answered a bunch of questions from readers for the inaugural Kottke.org Ask Me Anything. I talked about how to separate work from life:

If I let it, every part of my life could be part of my job: not only books, movies, and travel but kids, relationships, emotions, everyday goings-on, etc. etc. etc. That's the way it used to be, much more than it is now. But slicing and dicing everything up for consumption all the time, meta-experiencing absolutely everything; that's no way to live. Back in the day, you saw journalers and bloggers burn out from sharing too much of themselves and their lives online with others — now you see it happening with YouTubers, TikTokers, and influencers. I've learned (mostly) how to meter myself; you get less of me now (this AMA notwithstanding) but hopefully for much longer.

And who I have in mind when I write for the site:

The site is best when I try to write posts as if each one is an email to a curious friend who I think would be interested in the thing I'm writing about, irrespective of topic/subject/field/whatever. I know not everyone is interested in every topic (or even most topics!) but I tend to look for things that people might find intriguing even if they don't normally collect stamps, skateboard, watch ballet, appreciate mathematics, or listen to rap. Anything is interesting if you dig deep enough, observe it from the correct angle, or talk to the right enthusiast.

And what my kids and I have read before bedtime:

One book we read together that turned out to be surprisingly popular with them (when they were ~9-11 years old) was Emily Wilson's excellent translation of The Odyssey. They were already fans of Greek mythology and knew some of the story and Wilson's writing is so wonderful — "Soon Dawn was born, her fingers bright with roses" — that we blazed right through it and were sad when it ended.

And a favorite recent pasta recipe:

I have been really enjoying this Pasta alla Norcina recipe I found on Instagram awhile back. There's some great Italian sausage that I get from the local market that works really well for it. And my daughter got me some truffle oil for my birthday, so we put a little bit of that on there too.

I might pop in there later this week to answer some more questions, so stay tuned! Folks had lots of questions about my process and what I learned on my sabbatical, so I may tackle them next.

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• kottke.org

Last month, I put out a call for readers to ask me anything — "questions about the sabbatical, media diets, 25 years of blogging, membership stuff, editorial policies, my fiddle leaf fig, Mastodon, parenting, Fortnite, etc." I meant to start answering these sooner, but I ended up getting so any questions (over 330 of them!) that I decided to go a little overboard and build a little site to host the questions and answers.

I'll be spending the entire day today answering questions over there, so check it out now and then come back later for more. You can favorite posts to help others discover what the collective readership thinks are the best ones. Here's one of the questions I've answered so far:

Q: What's the reader profile you have in your mind when you write? Are you thinking about someone or some kind of person specifically? I'm a 37 year old lawyer who can't even remember how I first came across your blog. I've read for 10+ years and have always sort of wondered if you had a sense of the breadth of people who read your blog. I don't necessarily fit neatly within any of the topics you focus on but always learn something when I dip in. - Garo

A: The site is best when I try to write posts as if each one is an email to a curious friend who I think would be interested in the thing I'm writing about, irrespective of topic/subject/field/whatever. I know not everyone is interested in every topic (or even most topics!) but I tend to look for things that people might find intriguing even if they don't normally collect stamps, skateboard, watch ballet, appreciate mathematics, or listen to rap. Anything is interesting if you dig deep enough, observe it from the correct angle, or talk to the right enthusiast.

Check out the full AMA for more.

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Hey everyone. I just wanted to thank you all for the well-wishes on kottke.org's 25th anniversary. Reading all your comments, tweets, Mastodon posts, DMs, and emails really put a hop in my step this week. And an extra special thank you to those who bought a t-shirt (ordering is now closed nope, back open...people are still clamoring) or supported the site with a membership.

I also managed to make some tweaks to how the Quick Links look/work around here. I'm still not completely happy with it, but I hope the recent effort has laid the groundwork for better things ahead.

Coming up next week: the epic Ask Me Anything. I can't promise I'm going to answer all 330+ questions you folks sent me, but I will do my best.

Have a good weekend, everyone.

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• Kottke 25

In celebration of the site's 25th anniversary, I've turned ordering back on for Kottke Hypertext Tees for the next day or so. Here's what I wrote about them last month:

For much of the nearly 25-year lifespan of kottke.org, the site's tagline has been "home of fine hypertext products". I always liked that it felt olde timey and futuristic at the same time, although hypertext itself has become antiquated — no one talks of hypertextual media anymore even though we're all soaking in it.

And so but anyway, I thought it would fun to turn that tagline into a t-shirt, so I partnered with the good folks at Cotton Bureau to make a fine "hypertext" product that you can actually buy and wear around and eventually it'll wear out and then you can use it to wash your car. If you want to support the site and look good doing it, you can order a Kottke.org Hypertext Tee right now.

You can check out my original post for more details. These shirts were super popular (I sold almost 3X as many as I thought I would) so I figured I'd make them available again for folks who hadn't seen them the first time around.

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• Kottke 25

I realize how it sounds, but I'm going to say it anyway because it's the truth. When I first clapped eyes on the World Wide Web, I fell in love. Here's how I described the experience in a 2016 post about Halt and Catch Fire:

When I tell people about the first time I saw the Web, I sheepishly describe it as love at first sight. Logging on that first time, using an early version of NCSA Mosaic with a network login borrowed from my physics advisor, was the only time in my life I have ever seen something so clearly, been sure of anything so completely. It was a like a thunderclap — "the amazing possibility to be able to go anywhere within something that is magnificent and never-ending" — and I just knew this was for me and that it was going to be huge and important. I know how ridiculous this sounds, but the Web is the true love of my life and ever since I've been trying to live inside the feeling I had when I first saw it.

My love for the web has ebbed and flowed in the years since, but mainly it's persisted — so much so that as of today, I've been writing kottke.org for 25 years. A little context for just how long that is: kottke.org is older than Google. 25 years is more than half of my life, spanning four decades (the 90s, 00s, 10s, and 20s) and around 40,000 posts — almost cartoonishly long for a medium optimized for impermanence. What follows is my (relatively brief) attempt to explain where kottke.org came from and why it's still going.

It's an absurd understatement to say that the web has changed a lot in the nearly 30 years since I experienced that "thunderbolt that completely changed my life" — it's now a massive, overwhelmingly corporate entity that encompasses and organizes an ever-growing share of human information and activity. As a web designer in the 90s and early 00s, I helped companies figure out how to use the web for business, but the core of my own personal experience of the web has always been self-expression and making websites for individual humans to read & experience.

I started making personal websites shortly after discovering the web, first using Notepad and then a program called HTML Assistant. My first site had an audience of exactly one — it lived on a 3.5" floppy disk and was mostly a jazzed-up version of my bookmarks file that I carried back and forth from my dorm room to the physics lab. When I was finally able to finagle public server access, I launched a site called "some web space" (all lowercase, because 90s)¹ that included a hand-drawn graphic of swiss cheese and a bunch of links related to Pulp Fiction. This is me right around that time:

That tiny baby Jason loved cheese, Quentin Tarantino, and the World Wide Web, bless his little heart.

Anyway, the sites I built then were terrible at first, but I was obsessed and slowly they improved. some web space turned into a site called 0sil8, which became a playground of sorts for my experiments in writing and design. Every few weeks/months, I'd create a new "episode" to put up on 0sil8 and gradually I gained an online following and became part of a community of folks who were likewise experimenting with the web.

Around this time, more and more of what I was reading online were diaries and these things called weblogs.² The updates on weblogs & diaries were smaller but more frequent than on other personal sites — their velocity felt different, exhilarating. But by the time I actually got interested enough to start my own weblog, there were so many of them — hundreds! maybe thousands! — that I thought I was too late, that no one would be interested. I forged ahead anyway and on March 14, 1998, I started the weblog that would soon become kottke.org. It was called Notes and here's what it looked like:

I'm not gonna go through the whole history of the site, but it eventually took off in a way that I didn't anticipate. Since 2005, kottke.org has been my full-time job and supports my family. I've met so many people from all over the world through my work here, including many life-long friends and my (now ex-) wife. I've spoken at conferences and travelled the world. I got to be on TV. I launched a membership program (which you should totally join if you haven't already) that has given the site an incredible boost as it powers through its third decade.

On the occasion of the 20th anniversary of kottke.org, I wrote this:

I've been reading back through the early archives (which I wouldn't recommend), and it feels like excavating down through layers of sediment, tracing the growth & evolution of the web, a media format, and most of all, a person. On March 14, 1998, I was 24 years old and dumb as a brick. Oh sure, I'd had lots of book learning and was quick with ideas, but I knew shockingly little about actual real life. I was a cynical and cocky know-it-all. Some of my older posts are genuinely cringeworthy to read now: poorly written, cluelessly privileged, and even mean spirited. I'm ashamed to have written some of them.

But had I not written all those posts, good and bad, I wouldn't be who I am today, which, hopefully, is a somewhat wiser person vectoring towards a better version of himself. What the site has become in its best moments — a slightly highfalutin description from the about page: "[kottke.org] covers the essential people, inventions, performances, and ideas that increase the collective adjacent possible of humanity" — has given me a chance to "try on" hundreds of thousands of ideas, put myself into the shoes of all kinds of different thinkers & creators, meet some wonderful people (some of whom I'm lucky enough to call my friends), and engage with some of the best readers on the web (that's you!), who regularly challenge me on and improve my understanding of countless topics and viewpoints.

I had a personal realization recently: kottke.org isn't so much a thing I'm making but a process I'm going through. A journey. A journey towards knowledge, discovery, empathy, connection, and a better way of seeing the world. Along the way, I've found myself and all of you. I feel so so so lucky to have had this opportunity.

That all still rings incredibly true and I cannot improve upon it as an explanation of why I'm still here doing this moderately anachronistic thing. Thank you all so much for reading. ♥

P.S. You can read my thoughts on past anniversaries and view some previous site designs here: 10 years, 18-ish years, 20 years, and 24 years.

P.P.S. I wrote a separate post about this yesterday, but if you find value in what I do here, I'd appreciate if you'd support the site by purchasing a membership. And to everyone who has supported the site over the years, thank you so much!

P.P.P.S. Last one: I'm gonna write more about this later today, but I've turned ordering back on for Kottke Hypertext Tees for the next 24 hours or so. Go get 'em!

P.P.P.P.S. Ha, I've thought of one more thing: I've turned comments on for this post! kottke.org used to allow comments on every post, but it's been almost 8 years since the last time they were on. I figured it would be fun to try them out today. No idea if they're even going to work or how long they will be available, but let's try it out. If you'd like to share how long you've been reading the site or leave any memories or observations, feel free. My inbox is open as well. Ok, that's really all for now! Thank you!

Update: A bunch of comments got hung up in a spam filter in my CMS that I didn't even know was active. They should be all through now...sorry about that!

1. Fun fact: when kottke.org started, I wrote everything in lowercase. At some later point, I switched to mixed-case and went back through the old entries and edited them to use mixed-case too.↩

2. Peter Merholz wouldn't coin the word "blog" until sometime in early 1999; they were known as weblogs before then.↩

• Jason Kottke
• kottke.org
• Kottke 25
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• WWW

Good morning! Tomorrow marks 25 years of blogging here at kottke.org and it's been more than three months since I returned from my sabbatical, so I thought it would be a good time to:

a) Once again express my heartfelt thanks to those of you who have supported the site over the years by purchasing a membership. Kottke.org has been my full-time job since 2005, and I've said this many times before but: this membership support is essential in keeping the site running so smoothly, with few membership solicitations like this one, very minimal advertising, no popup newsletter sign-up forms, a full-text RSS feed w/ no ads, etc. etc. etc.

And perhaps nearest and dearest to my heart, member support keeps the site free, open, and available to everyone on an internet that is increasingly paywalled. It's not difficult to imagine an alt-universe kottke.org with ads crammed into every bit of whitespace, email collection forms popping up on every visit, and half the site behind a members-only paywall. No shade to those who have gone that route to keep things running -- I'd probably make more money with members-only content on Substack or whatever and that pull is tempting. But seriously, I love you folks so much for collectively keeping all of kottke.org on the open web. Thank you.

b) Cajole those of you who aren't currently members to sign up for a membership today or, in the case of former members, to restart your memberships.¹ I'm not going to give you the hard sell here -- I listed some reasons to join in the preceding paragraphs and if you're a regular reader, I don't have to tell you the value you get from the site; you already know that for yourself. What I'm asking is: if you appreciate what I do here and you can manage it, please support the site by purchasing a membership.

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I also wanted to give you a brief update & behind-the-scenes about what happened with memberships during my sabbatical and in the months since I've returned. One of my biggest hesitations about taking time off from the site was losing revenue from both memberships and advertising. I was unsure how my announcement would be received and was worried I was somehow idiotically crashing this tiny, fragile business of mine onto the shoals. After probably too much thinking/anxiety about it, I decided I needed the break more than the revenue and that I could build memberships back up again after I returned. It was a risk, but one I decided I needed to take.

When I announced the sabbatical back in May 2022, something completely unexpected happened: memberships went up. People signed up or increased their membership levels specifically to support me taking time off, and very few people cancelled. I actually burst into tears when I checked my member dashboard and saw this happening in the hours after the announcement. That display of support -- and the hundreds of emails² I received -- allowed me the space and peace of mind I needed to fully disengage and disconnect from my work here to reflect and recharge (and, like, get some chores done around the house for a change).

Fast forward to the end of October. I wasn't quite ready to return to work yet. Because I'd launched the membership program back in November of 2016, I'd say about 60-70% of all annual memberships still renew in early November.³ You may be able to guess what happened: despite a brief update on my plans to return soon, many people cancelled their memberships. That decline has continued in the following months, even after I returned to work. In fact, there are about 10% fewer members now than there were right before I logged off in May. So, the drop-off in revenue I expected when I took a break was just delayed by a few months.

When I returned at the beginning of December, I wanted to knuckle down and focus on the site and not bug you about memberships. Ship first, worry about revenue later. Now that I've been back at it full-time for three-and-a-half months, I'd like to build membership levels back up again, ideally to pre-sabbatical levels. Once again, you can check out your membership options here if you'd like to help me reach that goal.

1. Fun fact: right now, there are more former members of kottke.org than there are current members. Would like to change that!↩

2. I read every single email and responded to as many as I could. My apologies if I didn't reply to yours...there were just too many!↩

1. Just as a sidebar, this creates an interesting cashflow situation -- I get like 60% of my total revenue for the whole year delivered to my bank account in a space of 2 weeks. But I obviously have expenses and estimated tax payments that occur throughout the year, so I need to budget and manage that carefully. I've gotten used to it, but it's taken awhile to acclimate.↩

• kottke.org
• Kottke 25

Kottke.org is turning 25 years old this Tuesday and I'll be doing a few posts this week related to the (silver!) anniversary. First up: John Gruber was kind enough to host me for a short chat on his podcast, The Talk Show. Our time together was pretty limited, but we still managed to talk about the good ol' days of the web & blogging, my recent sabbatical, burnout, Dean Allen, kottke.org's 25th anniversary, Suck.com, hypertext, Stellar, and several other topics I can't remember.

You can listen this episode of The Talk Show on Apple Podcasts, Spotify, or wherever you listen to podcasts.

• John Gruber
• kottke.org
• Kottke 25
• podcasts
• The Talk Show

Hey gang, I just wanted to provide a quick update on the upcoming kottke.org AMA (ask me anything). You've collectively asked almost 300 questions (!!) and I was going to start answering them this week, but I'm going to hold off for another couple of weeks. It's gonna take me time to read and sort through them all and next week is jam-packed with other goings-on here — stay tuned! In the meantime, I'm still soliciting questions here so fire away. Looking forward to it!

• kottke.org

So, it's been a few months since I've been back to work here and perhaps some of you have noticed that I haven't really written about my sabbatical at all. It wasn't my intent to skip out on it, but life outside of work has been much busier than I've wanted or planned for and I just haven't had the bandwidth to do it. Plus I've just wanted to get back in the flow here — and any extra site time has gone into shoring up some things on the backend, dealing with the Twitter API idiocy, getting in the flow on Mastodon, and thinking about how I might want the site to look/work/feel differently (all stuff that you folks don't necessarily see day-to-day but do feel the indirect effects of).

Anyway, I thought with the sabbatical in the rear view mirror yet largely unmentioned here in detail and the upcoming 25th anniversary of the site (!!!), it would be a good time to do an AMA (Ask Me Anything). I've set up a form at Google to collect questions and sometime in the next couple of weeks (exact date TBD), I'll spend an entire day answering them right here on the site (exact method of answering also TBD).

So, what would you like to know? I imagine there will be questions about the sabbatical, media diets, 25 years of blogging, membership stuff, editorial policies, my fiddle leaf fig, Mastodon, parenting, Fortnite, etc., but you can also ask about anything you might be curious about or that I might have an opinion about. It would be neat to get some questions that I'm not usually asked — but I have no idea what they would be. I don't mind hard questions — as long as they're thoughtful (gotcha questions will be ignored). I probably won't get to every question, but I will answer as many as I can. Thanks and ask away!

Update: A bunch of great questions so far! Keep them coming!

• Jason Kottke
• kottke.org

Hey everyone — at the end of the day tomorrow (Feb 22), I'm going to shut off ordering for these stylish Kottke.org Hypertext Tees, so if you want one and haven't ordered one yet, now's your chance. Here's what I wrote about the shirts earlier this month:

For much of the nearly 25-year lifespan of kottke.org, the site's tagline has been "home of fine hypertext products". I always liked that it felt olde timey and futuristic at the same time, although hypertext itself has become antiquated — no one talks of hypertextual media anymore even though we're all soaking in it.

And so but anyway, I thought it would fun to turn that tagline into a t-shirt, so I partnered with the good folks at Cotton Bureau to make a fine "hypertext" product that you can actually buy and wear around and eventually it'll wear out and then you can use it to wash your car. If you want to support the site and look good doing it, you can order a Kottke.org Hypertext Tee right now.

A huge thank you to everyone who has ordered a shirt so far! They have proven remarkably popular — I've sold more than twice as many as my top-end estimate and way more than I sold the last time around.¹ A few of you have tagged me on social media with shots of your shirts...keep 'em coming!

P.S. If you want a shirt but your budget doesn't allow for it right now, I have a small number of discount codes for free shirts (the discount covers shipping too, I think). Let me know and I'll hook you up, no questions asked (while supplies last). Free codes are all spoken for, sorry!

1. I mentioned the surprisingly strong sales to my 13-year-old daughter the other day and after thinking about it for a bit, she said, "Well, plain t-shirts with a simple word or logo on them are pretty popular right now, so I think you've tapped into that trend." So....??!↩

• fashion
• kottke.org

For much of the nearly 25-year lifespan of kottke.org, the site's tagline has been "home of fine hypertext products". I always liked that it felt olde timey and futuristic at the same time, although hypertext itself has become antiquated — no one talks of hypertextual media anymore even though we're all soaking in it.

And so but anyway, I thought it would fun to turn that tagline into a t-shirt, so I partnered with the good folks at Cotton Bureau to make a fine "hypertext" product that you can actually buy and wear around and eventually it'll wear out and then you can use it to wash your car. If you want to support the site and look good doing it, you can order a Kottke.org Hypertext Tee right now.

The shirts are short-sleeved and available in men's, women's, and youth sizes in three colors (black, white, and heather black) and sizes from S to 3XL, which I hope will work for almost everyone. The text is Gotham Light (from Hoefler&Co., designed by Tobias Frere-Jones) and takes the colors of the current kottke.org header background, which I brightened up to look better on the shirt. Prices are $33 for adult sizes and $29 for kids, plus shipping.

I have several Cotton Bureau shirts in my closet and the samples I ordered of the hypertext shirt look great. If you want my advice, it looks slightly better in solid black, but you can't go wrong with any of the colors and nothing is stopping you from ordering one of each color.

The Kottke.org Hypertext Tee will only be available to order for the next two weeks — after that: poof, gone. So order yours today!

• fashion
• kottke.org

Twitter has announced that it will end free access to its API, likely bringing to an end most of the sites' popular bot accounts (including @kottke, which powers this site's QuickLinks feature). At BuzzFeed, Katie Notopoulos and Pranav Dixit interviewed some of the bots' creators.

Daniel, the 23-year-old student in Germany behind @MakeItAQuote, told BuzzFeed News he would have never started it if there were a fee attached. "It's a step in the wrong direction, as most of the API usage brings a lot of value to the platform," he said. "And the fact that even myself, operating one of the biggest bots on the platform, has to consider shutting it down is very concerning. There are a lot of awesome, less popular bots. I don't think any of them can be sustainable."

I think @oliviataters creator Rob Dubbin may have said it best:

"Vichy Twitter had already stopped being a cool place to put bots or art in general, but the fact that until today you could still run your bots if you wanted to was a tether to a better time in its history, when it was more of a social canvas for goofy experimentation and feedback," Dubbin told BuzzFeed News. "Is charging for API access a good business idea? Who cares! It's another castle built on shit."

You can follow the @kottke bot anywhere on the Fediverse. RSS remains free.

• API
• bots
• kottke.org
• Twitter

I know, I know — recursive humor is tricky, and most of the time, it doesn't really work. But I was nearly as thrilled as Ned Ryerson bumping into an old friend when I noticed that my guestblogging time was going to coincide with the Thirtieth Anniversary of the classic Bill Murray / Andie MacDowell / Harold Ramis romantic comedy Groundhog Day — i.e., the tenth anniversary of Kottke.org's 2013 twentieth anniversary Groundhog Day liveblog, written by Jason Kottke, Aaron Cohen, Sarah Pavis, and me.

Can you believe it's been ten years? Feels like both just one day and a whole lifetime. It's true; sometimes today is tomorrow.

For those few of you not content with reliving old Groundhog Day content, here are some deleted scenes of Phil Connors shooting pool and bowling a perfect game. (Look how gloriously 1993 it is! Scoring by hand!)

• Bill Murray
• Groundhog Day
• kottke.org
• liveblogs

Hey folks. One of the things I realized coming back here after my time away is that I'm not super happy with how the site works & looks. It could be *waaay* better. The last time I fully redesigned the site was back in 2016 and it's showing its age. But redesigning the whole shebang just isn't feasible right now, so I'm starting to do what I can, here and there. First up is taking the Quick Links out of their front page box (the 10 latest links were collected below the first post) and inlining them into the main flow. (If you're reading this in RSS or clicked through from social media, you can head to the front page to see what I'm on about.) The Quick Links represent a lot of the site's present activity and I was worried they were a little lost down there in that box...like, were people actually reading them? Were they even aware of the existence of the Quick Links? Were they missing 40-60% of the site's total activity? That felt like something that needed to be addressed without delay.

It's not a perfect solution, I'm still not happy with how it works, and the whole thing is slightly inconsistent/janky in terms of design (e.g. multiple people have told me the inlined Quick Links look like ads), but I felt it was more important just to get something out there. There is a much better version of the kottke.org frontpage in my head, but as my art director (i.e. me) is currently 100% focused on editorial, it's going to have to wait. Feedback is welcome via email, Twitter, or Mastodon. Thanks!

• design
• kottke.org

I posted this earlier today to the newsletter and thought I'd publish it here too. -jason

Hey folks. I've been back at work on kottke.org for a couple of weeks now and just wanted to give you a little update on where I'm at. In a brief reentry post, I promised a "massive forthcoming post" about my sabbatical activities and thoughts. I had planned on having that done by now, but................. well, it's not. And honestly I don't know when it's going to be. I've got the whole thing sketched out and have been working on it in dribs and drabs, but taking on such a big thing after not having written & thought in a structured way for months is proving difficult. I've realized that I haven't had sufficient time to reflect on my experiences — I believe I have interesting things to say and conclusions to draw about the sabbatical, but not just yet.

The other thing is: I'm just having a really good time being back in the saddle here. I'm finding that I'd rather just work on the day-to-day site stuff, which is more variable than just the heads-down, pure writing that the big post requires. (Dirty little secret: The actual writing I do for the site is often my least favorite part of all the different things that go into running kottke.org. Newsflash: writer hates writing, details at 6pm.)

With recent posts about a Chinese painter of replica van Goghs who visits Europe to see real van Goghs, a lovely Twitter thread of big-name authors recalling low-turnout readings they've done, Jenny Odell's forthcoming new book, a new USPS stamp celebrating John Lewis, a site that rates apples, an AI imagining scenes from Jodorowsky's Tron, a list of the best books of 2022, the truffle industry being a big scam, the best photos from NASA's Artemis I mission to the Moon, this appreciation of a tight action scene from Top Gun: Maverick, a 1-dimensional version of Super Mario Bros., "wet putty" car paint jobs, parentification, and dozens of other posts and links, I feel like I've gotten off to a good start and just want to keep the momentum going on that. So anyway, thank you for your continued patience as I figure out how this all works again.

Oh, and here's a new thing: for those who have jettisoned Twitter, I've created a Mastodon account for kottke.org. Links to all my posts and Quick Links are now available at botsin.space/@kottke, in addition to the usual places: Twitter, RSS, Facebook, and kottke.org. Thanks for reading!

• Jason Kottke
• kottke.org
• writing

*peeks hesitantly around the corner*

Hey everyone. Tomorrow, after almost 7 months of a sabbatical break, I'm resuming regular publication of kottke.org. (Actually, I've been posting a bit here and there this week already — underpromise & over-deliver, etc.) I'm going to share more about what I've been up to (and what I've not been up to) in a massive forthcoming post, but for now, know that I'm happy to be back here in the saddle once again. (And that my fiddle leaf fig is doing well!)

I am, however, still dealing with some chronic pain that sometimes makes it difficult for me to work. I'm doing the things I need to do to get better & stronger, but just be aware that it might affect my output here. It's a very frustrating situation — in many ways, I'm in the best physical shape of my life and am excited to be back here but this more-or-less constant background pain is a real source of friction as I go about my day. Just wanted to get that out there — thanks for your continued patience.

Ok, here we go!

• Jason Kottke
• kottke.org
• working

It's been about five months since I announced I was taking a sabbatical and lately I've been getting messages from members and readers asking what's been going on. While I don't have anything specific to say about how it's been going (other than I'm well and that I've been mostly and blissfully offline), I did want to share a brief update on my plans for the fall:

I will be returning to work on the site sometime in November or December. I don't know exactly what shape that will take, but it will resemble what I was doing before I paused back in May: posting interesting links and things to share with you on this here website. You know, fine hypertext products.

In the meantime, I hope you've been enjoying some of the timeless posts from the archive that are being posted to the front page — just a few each week. Finishing that republishing system was an enjoyable little sabbatical task...it was fun to dip my toes back into programming.

Anyhoo, I'll see you soon. -jason

• Jason Kottke
• kottke.org

Hello, everyone. I'm going to be taking an extended break from kottke.org, starting today. I've been writing here for more than 24 years, nearly half my life — I need a breather. This is something I have been thinking about and planning for years¹ and I'd like to share why I'm doing it, how it's going to work, what I hope to accomplish, and how you can help.

This is a long post and was a hard one to write — I hope you'll give it your thoughtful attention. But first, let me introduce you to my plant.

(This is going somewhere. Trust me.)

Eight years ago when I still lived in NYC, I bought a fiddle leaf fig tree from a store in the Flower District. Here it is a couple of years ago, thriving next to my desk here in Vermont:

I'd recently moved into my own apartment after separating from my wife and figured a large plant in my new place would add some liveliness to a new beginning that was feeling overwhelming, lonely, and sad. For the first couple of months, I didn't know if my tree and I were going to make it. I'd never really had a plant before and struggled getting a handle on the watering schedule and other plant care routines. It started losing leaves. Like, an alarming number of leaves.

I'd brought this glorious living thing into my house only to kill it! Not cool. With the stress of the separation, my new living situation, and not seeing my kids every day, I felt a little like I was dying too.

One day, I decided I was not going to let my fiddle leaf fig tree die...and if I could do that, I wasn't going to fall apart either. It's a little corny, but my mantra became "if my tree is ok, I am ok". I learned how to water & feed it and figured out the best place to put it for the right amount of light. It stopped shedding leaves.

The fig tree was a happy plant for several years after that. And I was ok because my plant was ok — I found new routines and rhythms in my altered life, made new traditions with my kids, got divorced, met new people, moved to a new state (w/ my family and tree), rediscovered who I was as a person, and, wonderfully and unexpectedly, forged a supportive and rewarding parenting partnership and friendship with my ex. We made it through that tough time together, that plant and me.

Recently however, my fiddle leaf fig has been struggling again. It's been losing leaves and has become lopsided — some branches are going gangbusters while others are almost bare and the plant is listing so badly to one side that the whole thing tips over without the weight of water in the pot. This is what it's looking like these days:

My plant is not ok. And neither am I — I feel as off-balance as my tree looks. I'm burrrrned out. I have been for a few years now. I've been trying to power through it, but if you've read anything about burnout, you know that approach doesn't work.

I appreciate so much what I've built here at kottke.org — I get to read and learn about all sorts of new things every day, create new ideas and connections for people, and think in public — and I feel incredibly lucky to be able to set my own schedule, be my own boss, and provide for my family. But if you were to go back into the archive for the past several months and read the site closely, you'd see that I've been struggling.

Does what I do here make a difference in other people's lives? In my life? Is this still scratching the creative itch that it used to? And if not, what needs to change? Where does kottke.org end and Jason begin? Who am I without my work? Is the validation I get from the site healthy? Is having to be active on social media healthy? Is having to read the horrible news every day healthy? What else could I be doing here? What could I be doing somewhere else? What good is a blog without a thriving community of other blogs? I've tried thinking about these and many other questions while continuing my work here, but I haven't made much progress; I need time away to gain perspective.

· · ·

So. The plan, as it currently stands, is to take 5-6 months away from the site. I will not be posting anything new here. I won't be publishing the newsletter. There won't be a guest editor either — if someone else was publishing here, it would still be on my mind and I'm looking for total awayness here. I'm planning on setting up a system to republish some timeless posts from the archive while I'm away, but that's not fully in place yet. If you send me email (please do!), it might take me awhile to read it and even longer to reply — I plan to ignore my inbox as much as I can get away with. I probably won't be on Twitter but will be more active on Instagram if you want to follow me there.

The goal of my time away from the site is resting, resetting, recharging, and figuring out what to do going forward. In this NY Times feature, Alexandra Bell said this about how art is made: "I need some space to think and live and have generative conversations and do things, and then I'll make something, but I can't tell you what it is just yet." That's the sort of energy I need to tap into for a few months.

Here's the way I've been thinking about it: there's a passenger ferry that goes from Cape Cod to Nantucket and there's a stretch of time in the middle of the journey where you can't see the mainland behind you and can't yet see the island ahead — you're just out in the open water. That's what I need, to be in that middle part — to forget about what I've been doing here for so many years without having to think about where I'm going in the future. I need open water and 5-6 months feels like the right amount of time to find it.

· · ·

This is probably a good time to admit that I'm a little terrified about taking this time off. There's no real roadmap for this, no blueprint for independent creators taking sabbaticals to recharge. The US doesn't have the social safety net necessary to enable extended breaks from work (or much of anything else, including health care) for people with Weird Internet Careers. I support a lot of individual writers, artists, YouTubers, and bloggers through Substack, Patreon, and other channels, and over the years I've seen some of them produce content at a furious pace to keep up their momentum, only to burn out and quit doing the projects that I, and loads of other people, loved. With so many more people pursuing independent work funded directly by readers & viewers these days, this is something all of us, creators and supporters alike, are going to have to think about.

I've said this many times over the past 5 years: kottke.org would not be possible today without the incredible membership support I have gotten from the people who read this site. Members have enabled this site to be free for everyone to read, enriching the open web and bucking the trend towards paywalling information online. I hope you will continue to support me in taking this necessary time off.

If, for whatever reason, you would like to pause/suspend your membership until I return, email me and I would be happy to do that for you. You're also free of course to raise or lower your membership support here if you'd like. Regardless of what you choose to do, I hope I will see you back here in the fall.

· · ·

If you're curious about what's on my agenda for the next few months, so am I! I'm leaving on a long-planned family trip soon, but other than that, I do not have any set plans. Suggestions and advice are welcome! I'd like to spend some unrushed time with my kids, who too often see me when I'm stressed out about work. I want to read more books. Watch more good movies. Take more photos. Go on pointless adventures. I want to exercise a little more regularly and figure out how to eat a bit better. Maybe travel some, visit friends or the ocean or both. Bike more. Stare at the walls. I hope to get a little bored. I need to tend to my fiddle leaf fig tree — if my tree is ok, I will be too.

I'm going to miss this — and all of you — more than I probably realize right now, but I'm ready for a break. I'll see you in a few months.

*deep breath*

Here I go!

*jumps*

· · ·

P.S. The best way to keep tabs on when the site starts up again is to subscribe to the newsletter. You can also follow @kottke on Twitter, subscribe to the RSS feed, or follow me on Instagram so you don't miss anything.

P.P.S. Big big thanks to the many people I've talked to about this over the past few months and years, especially Anil, Alaina, David, Adriana, Tim, Caroline, Matt, Joanna, Meg, Aaron, Edith, Kara, Megan, Anna, Jackson, and Michelle. (Forgive me if I've forgotten anyone.) I value your wise counsel and your pointing me, hopefully, in the right direction.

P.P.P.S. A quick blogroll if you're looking for sites and newsletters to keep you busy while I'm gone. In no particular order, a non-exhaustive list: The Kid Should See This, The Morning News, Waxy, Colossal, Curious About Everything, Open Culture, Drawing Links, Clive Thompson @ Medium, Cup of Jo, swissmiss, Storythings, things magazine, Present & Correct, Spoon & Tamago, Dense Discovery, Austin Kleon, NextDraft, Tressie McMillan Cottom, Poetry Is Not a Luxury, A Thing or Two, The Honest Broker, Interconnected, The Whippet, Craig Mod, Why is this interesting?, Sidebar, The Prepared, Life Is So Beautiful, Fave 5, Sentiers, The Fox Is Black, and Scrapbook Chronicles. Happy hunting!

Update: Hello, everyone. I want to thank you all so much for your emails, tweets, and DMs...yesterday was just a little overwhelming. I was apprehensive yesterday morning about publishing this post — I had no idea what the reaction was going to be — and, well, you folks turned it into a party. I'm so grateful for your support, advice, well-wishes, and understanding. I should not have doubted you — if this site is anything, it's that way because of all of you. Thank you again for the support and I will see you in a few months. ❤

1. The original plan was to do this in late spring 2020 but....you know.↩

• Jason Kottke
• kottke.org
• working

Hey folks, just wanted to let you know about a slight change in the lineup around here. The Kottke Ride Home podcast has been renamed Cool Stuff Ride Home and will no longer be affiliated with kottke.org. The show's got the same format (15-20 minutes of interesting news & information each weekday, a linkblog in podcast form) and the same great host, just with a new name that more accurately represents what the show is about. You can find the podcast here, here, or wherever you listen to your podcasts.

It's been a pleasure to have the podcast as part of kottke.org for the last year and a half. Brian, James, and the crew at Ride Home Media were great to work with and I especially valued getting to know Jackson Bird — who knows, you might see something of him around here in the future. Good luck with the podcast!

• Cool Stuff Ride Home
• Jackson Bird
• kottke.org
• Kottke Ride Home
• podcasts

24 years ago today, I published the first post on kottke.org and, aside from a few weeks-long stretches (including a two-month paternity break when my son was born), I just never stopped. 1998! The late 20th century, for god's sake. I write an anniversary post like this every year and I'm increasingly unsure how to think about the magnitude of that length of time — 24 years is just a few months away from being half of my life. Half. Of. My. Life. How? Why?!

In 2018, on the 20th anniversary of the site, I wrote a little bit about what I've gotten out of the site:

Some of my older posts are genuinely cringeworthy to read now: poorly written, cluelessly privileged, and even mean spirited. I'm ashamed to have written some of them.

But had I not written all those posts, good and bad, I wouldn't be who I am today, which, hopefully, is a somewhat wiser person vectoring towards a better version of himself. What the site has become in its best moments — a slightly highfalutin description from the about page: "[kottke.org] covers the essential people, inventions, performances, and ideas that increase the collective adjacent possible of humanity" — has given me a chance to "try on" hundreds of thousands of ideas, put myself into the shoes of all kinds of different thinkers & creators, meet some wonderful people (some of whom I'm lucky enough to call my friends), and engage with some of the best readers on the web (that's you!), who regularly challenge me on and improve my understanding of countless topics and viewpoints.

I had a personal realization recently: kottke.org isn't so much a thing I'm making but a process I'm going through. A journey. A journey towards knowledge, discovery, empathy, connection, and a better way of seeing the world. Along the way, I've found myself and all of you. I feel so so so lucky to have had this opportunity.

I've been going through a bit of a rough patch for the past several months, both related to the site and not, and it's so helpful for me to read that today, to be reminded of what kottke.org has given me and the special place it occupies in my life. I know some of you have been reading since the very beginning and others only for a few weeks/months, but I'd like to thank all of you for coming along with me on this journey.

And hey, while I have you here, I'd especially like to thank those readers who have supported kottke.org with a membership over the last five years — that financial support has allowed me to keep this site open and free for everyone to read, an increasing rarity in today's subscription media environment. If you would like to join them (or if you're a former member¹ wanting to contribute again), step right this way.

1. I discovered the other day that there are nearly as many former members of kottke.org as current members. That seems surprising to me, but I'm not entirely sure why...↩

• Jason Kottke
• kottke.org
• weblogs

Kottke.org had a little unscheduled downtime yesterday — a few naughty PHP scripts popped up where they shouldn't have, a situation that's now been locked down. Out of an abundance of caution (as they say), the folks at my wonderful host, Arcustech, rolled the site back to the most recent backup, with the side effect that many of the posts from last week went missing. I've restored those posts but the Quick Links are still missing from the site (you can find them on Twitter). For those of you reading via RSS, you're probably seeing multiple entries coming through — that should be cleared up soon.

Obviously not a great situation and it was exacerbated and delayed by me having to simultaneously deal with some other urgent, irritating business in my life. (One crisis at a time, please, universe.) My apologies for the disruption.

Update: Ok, all the Quick Links should be back on the site now.

• kottke.org

Hey folks, it’s time for the annual unpleasantness: me telling you about kottke.org’s membership program. Five years ago I introduced the kottke.org membership program so that folks reading the site could directly support my efforts here, and it’s been wonderfully successful. Or to put it another way, without that member support, this site would not exist. Thanks to those members for keeping this site free for everyone to read!

Why wouldn’t it exist? The online advertising market for small sites like this sucks (especially for non-vertical sites) and I’ve nearly stopped linking to Amazon, losing the corresponding affiliate revenue that comprised 15-20% of my total annual revenue. Poof, gone. As much as I like linking to Bookshop.org instead, the revenue from their affiliate program has only filled a tiny bit of that absence. Member support is far and away the thing that’s keeping me going here.

I know these are ųŋųʂųąƖ ɬıɱɛʂ and that can make it tough to support things like non-essential websites. If you can’t swing it right now, please don’t! And don’t worry about it. If you’re currently a member worried about your finances and a refund of this year’s membership amount would help out, send me an email and let’s make that happen. But if you find value in this site and can manage it, I’d appreciate you supporting the site with a membership, especially if you’re someone who values the switch to Bookshop.org and that the advertising on the site is both minimal and relevant. And if you’re already a member and want to remain so (or even to bump up your membership level), maybe log in to check your status — it’s easy for a credit card to expire and you miss the email…

For the past 7-8 years, this Weird Internet Career has felt precarious, dependent on the whims of massive companies that don’t give a shit about individual creators. Facebook and Google sucked up all the online advertising revenue several years ago, Amazon has marginalized their affiliate program, Medium has changed their business model more times than I can count, Substack is going to run out of VC money to spread around at some point, and…I could go on. These companies have also made decisions that have angered and harmed their customers, employees, publishers, and even democracy. None of this provides the stability that small sites like mine need to exist in the world. After five years of the membership program, five years of support from readers like you, this feels stable and sustainable. It feels real and good. Thanks for giving a shit.

Note: I’ve been writing some version of this post for five years now and there’s only so many ways to tell the same story, so I reused bits from last year’s post for this one. Just wanted to let you know in case you were feeling some deja vu.

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Hi folks. I am taking the rest of August off to spend some time with my family near the ocean. I might extend that through Labor Day weekend, who knows? After hitting it hard here during the first year of the pandemic¹ — especially in the first several months — I've slowed up a bit this summer to give myself some space to recuperate and reconnect with other areas of my life. That's been nice & necessary and I'm thankful to have a work situation that allows me to do that, but I plan to be back here in September with a renewed vigor. I hope you have a nice rest of your summer (or winter — I see you southern hemisphere) and I'll see you back here soon. Stay safe, everyone.

1. "The first year of the pandemic" — even just writing that tightens the chest.↩

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Ted Gioia's newsletter is called Culture Notes of an Honest Broker and in this recent issue, he shares the surprisingly cloak and dagger story of how he came to think of himself as an "Honest Broker".

"Who, exactly, is this Honest Broker?"

"There's at least one in every city. But don't expect their business cards to say 'Honest Broker' - that's just what I call them. But that's exactly what they are. Sometimes they don't even have an official position. But they are the key to everything."

He proceeded to explain how Honest Brokers play a hidden but vital role in communities without a history of legal protections and stable institutions. Their influence and power is built solely on a reputation for straight talk and trustworthy dealings. "They are true brokers, intermediaries between others. They aren't going to participate in your deal, no matter what it is. They are go-betweens, really. But do not underestimate the power of this kind of brokerage. Whatever you need — a loan, a building permit, political influence, a place to land a private jet, whatever — they will introduce you to the right people and steer you away from the sharks.

Reading Gioia's essay, I realized that with my work here on kottke.org, I've been unknowingly trying to be that Honest Broker for you folks. I don't always live up to that ideal, but I work pretty hard so that everything I write and link to here is stuff that I genuinely enjoy and find interesting and believe that you will as well.

Do not underestimate the power of this kind of brokerage...the Honest Broker plays the long-term game, mate. Over time, that scrupulous fidelity and reputation for trustworthy advice beats out all other strategies. The Honest Broker is irreplaceable, and all the more so when other guides have become unreliable.

All it takes is 23 years of consistent effort...and presto! :)

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